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Will He Ever Love Me?

Property Of Jenny Summers.

Diary Entry 6/15/2006

I don't know how I let my life get so out of control? I keep trying to figure it out, marrying so young only 18, now here I am divorced and no kids. This is not what I wanted for my life, the only good thing in it is my job. I love what I do, but being my own boss makes it hard to get out, and enjoy life after a 20 year marriage down the drain. It has been 10 years since I opened the Catering Business. (Jenny's Delights.) I
would have never thought it would happen so fast, but it gives me the chance now to go places like the concert in Atlanta, and stay at a 5 star hotel for the weekend.

It is about time I started doing something for me now, I gave Ole Chuckles everything in our marriage. But his mind and other parts were not interested in anything but my Money! Ha, Ha, well the joke was on him, when the judge gave him nothing in the settlement. Well I need to get ready for bed, got a full day ahead if I want to get thru and packed for my trip. So Goodnight Dearest Diary.


Next Diary Entry 6/18/2006

Diary Entry 6/18/2006


I am staying in town for the weekend, at the 5 Star Hilton Atlanta. I figure I will be to tired to travel back home. I have been so busy that I have forgotten to have just some me time. I am going to the pool for a swim, then a shower, dinner and then hit the bed early. I want to get up and look around Atlanta before heading out to the concert, tomorrow evening.



Diary Entry 6/19/2006 Atlanta, Georgia.



I finally got to the Arena, it was a long drive and I am alone. I sat in my seat looking around, I saw the tables down in the front right below the stage. There are people having dinner right there in the Arena before the show. Never been to this kind of Concert before.
Since I have only just discovered this group, I really don't know what to expect. But was looking forward to hearing them sing. There was a opening act tonight but I really forgot her name.

The group Il Divo came on stage at 9pm and man I was blown away. I never expected them to be that amazing, there was a American I believe his name was David and then a knock dead French man named Sebastien(WOW) and then a Spanish Flirt named Carlos, But the one I was most surprised at was that Swiss named Urs. I have never heard of this group till just recently and the songs touched my heart, I cried and laughed mostly at Sebastien forgetting his (UmZip). Enough said on that subject.

I have to get the CD's from this group, I just know I want more.
I want to hear that song Feelings again, I wanted to cry thru the whole song it was so touching. The group have a amazing future the music I heard tonight was a winner with men and women and children too. Bravo Guys! Well after the concert I came back to the hotel, then headed to the restaurant for dinner. I ordered a Mimosa and sat back waiting for my food to arrive.. Drifting back to the concert and those 4 fine men. (WOW)

As my food arrived I looked up to see the group Il Divo walk into the restaurant and find a booth in the corner behind me. What to do,I couldn't keep my eyes off of them. They were 4 of the most sexy and elegant men I had ever seen. The Swiss looked my way and smiled at me, I think I blushed.

My food arrived and I tried to eat with out making a fool of myself watching or staring.

Well I have written all I can for tonight so I will finish off the night tomorrow Dear Diary. Jenny



Next: More of the Concert Night

Diary Entry 6/20/2006 Part 2


As I was eating my dessert I couldn’t stop from glancing over at the Divo’s in the next booth.
The one they called Sebastien looked right at me, eye to eye and smiled this beautiful smile. Even with the gap in his front teeth, he was dreamy.

He excused himself from his friends and walked to my table as my heart fell in my stomach. What could he want from me? That was all my brain could think.

He said hello, and ask if he could join me. Of course how could I say no? I am young but not stupid. So I said yes please do. He sat across from me at the table and ask the waitress to bring his wine to him there. I am still trying to figure out what is on his mind. So I ask him how he was and told him I enjoyed the show very much, even though till tonight I had heard little of the group’s music.

It was mind blowing I said and most likely blushed as I spoke. As Sebastien was excepting his wine from the waitress, out of the corner of my eye I could see we were being watched very strongly by the Swiss Urs Buhler. He couldn’t seem to stop looking at us.

It seemed he had something on his mind but I couldn’t think of what we were doing that was so interesting. Sebastien and I spoke maybe 30 minutes, sharing some of our favorite music and life stories. I was very comfortable in his presence as the time went on. But the Swiss never stop staring.

I had heard from Sebastien that they all had girlfriends but him and that Urs had been involved with Alexia for about 2 years and that he would not be surprised if they married.

I didn’t get the impression that Urs was as happy as Sebastien had led me to believe. Something in his eyes just didn’t look happy. After we finished our talk he rose and ask if he could stay in contact with me and I gave him my address and phone numbers and he gave me his cell and home phone for when he was back in London or home in Paris.

As I stood, to head to my room, Urs joined us and Sebastien introduced us and Urs smiled at me again with those beautiful dimples. He too gave me his cell phone numbers and said to call anytime. They were interested in meeting up again in the next concerts.

I told them I was from Knoxville, TN and that since they had not been in the state to perform that I would be happy to travel to see them again. Maybe Los Angeles, CA in July to spend a few days there. I ask Sebastien if I could bring a friend, explaining that I would like to bring my manager of my company with me. Her name is JJ and she had not known of my trip this time since she was out of town at the time it had come up. He was very pleased I would be coming and grateful that I would not be alone on the trip out and back.

I told him I thought he would get alone well with JJ she was from Australia and that she had been with me for the past 10 years and I couldn’t have made a go of the business without her.

I thought to myself that Sebastien would be perfect for JJ and that maybe I could do a bit of match making while in California. But that is a secret I will keep to myself for now.

Both Sebastien and Urs gave me kisses on the cheek before I left. It was the scent of Urs and that kiss that would haunt my dreams from that day on. I headed to my room thinking I had a wonderful time coming to get to know them better and it would only be a month away.

When I got to my room I shower put on my T-shirt and headed to bed, sleep would not come for awhile. In the morning I would be heading back to Knoxville, after breakfast. Well that is about all for tonight Diary.. I will write again when I get home.


Next Diary Entry 6/24/2006

Diary Entry 6/24/2006


We are all packed and JJ has arrived early so we can leave from my place to get to the airport early. I phone the Hotel today and checked on our suite at the Hilton Hotel Los Angeles Airport



We are going to share a 2 bedroom suite each with our own bath and all the things we would need for the next 4 days. We would return to work on the 30th of June.

I had sent the information to Urs since I could not get thru on Sebastien’s cell phone and didn’t want to leave a message for him at the hotel.


We hoped our rooms were near the guys so we would not feel lost in the large city and hotel. From the pic of it on line it was a beautiful place to spend the next 4 days and spend with such handsome men.

Our flight will take us about 6 hours to get to LA from Knoxville, TN and am looking forward to seeing the guys again. Urs phoned me back saying he and Sebastien would meet us at the airport and take us to the hotel in a limo. I told him he did not have to do that and we could take a Taxi, but he would not hear of it.

Well I am off to the airport, I will write more after we land in LA and let you know how things are when we arrive at the airport..

Write later Diary Jenny.


Next Diary Entry 6/24/2006 LA. Trip.

Diary Entry 6/24/2006


Well we are all checked into our rooms and now we have settled for the night, it was wonderful seeing Urs and Sebastien at the airport waiting on us. They did have on hats and sunglasses. But how can you cover up all that good looks. (WOW) I sat next to Urs and JJ sat next to Sebastien in the limo! Can you believe they came to get us in a limo? I am just not sure what to think about all this being rich and famous.

I think JJ and Sebastien hit it off right away they talked all the way to the hotel. Urs was kind of quiet and did a lot of staring off in to the city as we passed..
Don’t get me wrong he talked to me, but there is something on his mind I can just feel it. I get the feeling that Urs and Alexia have not worked things out and he is having a hard time with finding a way to end it with her. Can’t believe I care what happens with Alexia, but I think she is nuts not loving a amazing man like Urs. A woman would be out of her mind to not love this man. He has brains and is sooooooo good looking and when he talks I can’t help but feel warm all over. I guess since it is just us here Diary I can tell you my dark secret now. I am falling for Urs! Shhhhhhhhh don’t tell anyone! I don’t want to make things harder for him then they are.

I do wonder though Could he? Or Will he ever love me? I am being silly I know and I need to protect my heart, but it is so hard when I am here and he is too and so much could happen if…….. That is the thing only IF. He is involved with Alexia and I don’t think she is going to give up on him and his money that easy.

If nothing she is not a fool when it comes to money she has found her a SUGAR DADDY for sure.
I hope for his sake he wakes up soon and figures out this is not love, not even close to love. Then what will he do?

Well while we are here I hope JJ and Sebastien can find some special time alone and see what happens if anything between them. I suppose one of us being happy will have to do. Maybe Diary one day I will have that special someone to devote my life and love to. JUST NOT THE ONE I WANT! (Sigh) (tears) !!

Sorry don’t mean to be such a wimp but I honestly don’t know what to do, for now the best thing to do is keep this between me and you.. Thanks for being here Diary. Well time for bed so write again tomorrow. Night Jenny (Kisses)

“Ich Liebe Dich URS!



Next Diary Entry 6/25/2006

Diary Entry 6/25/2006

Well I didn’t sleep well so I am up early and having my coffee, when someone knocks on the door. I tie my robe and look out the peep hole to find Urs standing there.

I can’t figure what he is doing there this at this hour so I answer it so not to wake up JJ. I let him in and ask if he is ok and he seems to be in a mood (A Fowl) one at that, I ask him what is wrong and he tells me that he and Alexia have broken up. They spent most of the night fighting over the phone and he called it quits with her.

My heart is jumping for joy, but my head says beware since I don’t know her at all I doubt she will except his calling off the relationship and leave it at that. I expect to see her in the next 24 hours to claim her prize. (Funny I didn’t use to be so critical of people) But something about this woman makes my blood boil and anger is easy to set in when I hear how she treats him.

Urs sits down and I hand him some coffee, he thanked me and then looked at me like it was the first time he had seen me for who I am. Not sure what he is thinking here. But remember Jenny to slow down and get him over the wicked witch of the west before anything is even thought about between you.

I wish my head would shut UP!!! But I know it is the right thing to do for his sake and mine as well.

We make plans to go sightseeing in LA for the morning before the guys have sound check. He seems in a better mood as he heads for the door. I reach to open it and he puts his hand on mine and stops me. I turn to look at him as he leans into kiss me on the cheeks. (PHEW) I thought he might really try to kiss me on the lips. (Not that I didn’t want him to, but he has to make a clean break from Alexia before he knows what he wants for sure.)

After he leaves I head back to my room and after entering this entry I am going to lay down for a while. Maybe even dream of my Swiss Prince. Write again Later Diary. Jenny



Next Diary Entry 6/25/2006 Evening Post.

Diary Entry 6/25/06 (Evening)


Wow what a day this has been, since Urs left this morning. I was right, but I will get to that in a minute. We met for breakfast and then headed out to see the sights. JJ and Sebastien seem to have their heads together the whole time and it was like the rest of us were not even there. I have to say I am happy for her, she really deserves someone special and he is amazing.

When we stopped for lunch in town, Urs’s cell phone started ringing like crazy. I figured it had to have been her and I was right. She kept calling till he answered it. I heard some of his part of the conversation since we were close to each other in our seating. I heard him tell her no he didn’t want her to come to see him and that he had told her he was done and that she needed to move on.

I don’t think that worked cause he hung up and turned off the cell so it could be picked up by voice mail. He just looked at me with a hurt look and I really didn’t know how to help him.

I would say why can’t she leave him alone, but that would be wishful thinking on both our parts.
Seems she was arriving earlier this evening and he made reservations for her own room. The airport has a Bus service so it would have brought her to the hotel. Outside of making the room reservation for her, he had done no other arrangements for her.

He was at the concert when she arrived so she did not see him till we return earlier this evening. I guess she found out that they are not sharing a room when she arrived and I would loved to have been there when she did. But JJ and I were at the concert with the guys.

Well I did get a look at her when we arrived back at the hotel after the concert. She was in the lobby fussing at the desk clerk about her not having a key to Urs’s room.

Urs went to her and told her to calm down and then escorted her to where we were all standing. We had decided to get a late dinner and then off to bed. She kept staring at JJ & I and finally she asked who we were.

Sebastien introduced us and then she smarted off about fans following the guys around for a one night stand. How could she think something like that of any of the guys much less URS? Like I said she is a Witch!!!

Needless to say I could tell the guys none of them liked her much. Kind of get the hint when they all grit their teeth to keep from saying something. (If she only knew)

Well we headed to the restaurant and found a private table big enough at the very back so we didn’t disturb the other customers. Alexia told Urs she wanted to go to his room to talk which he told her straight out NO!

She was very angry and showed it in her disgust for us being with the guys. She finally ordered a straight up Vodka and proceeded to get drunk. We had a nice dinner but having her there staring during the meal was a bit much. Besides she couldn’t keep her hands to herself which irritated Urs to no end. He kept moving her hands back to the table, she never got the hint or she was flaunting her status in our faces. Which ever it was Urs left to talk to her after we all headed up to our rooms in a very bad mood. I did hear her ask to go to his room which he still refused to allow her in there.

I don’t know how things are going but I feel for him she is like a vulture not ready to give up on a dead corpse. She most for sure wants it all, him and the money and the playing the field while he is away.

I hope to see him in the morning but not sure what to expect. Well I am tired so heading off to bed. See ya soon Diary. Love and Kisses Jenny.



Next Diary Entry ???

Diary Entry 6/26/2006 (Middle Of The Night)


Well here I am posting again 3 times in about 24 hours . Been a busy middle of the night for me. Urs came to the door about an hour after I had been asleep. When I finally figured out that someone was knocking, I got my robe and tied it around me and headed for the door. I didn’t want him waking JJ, I was pretty sure I heard her come in after I went to bed.

I will have to remember to ask how things are with her and Sebastien. Back to Urs, he was in a bad mood again. (DUH) Being around that woman would make a snake hide. I really don’t see what he saw in her in the first place unless it is all just physical. But not my problem or at least it wasn’t till he showed up and wanted to talk.

He began to tell me what had happen after we all went our own ways. They went to her room to talk since she had a lot to drink he wanted to be out of the public eye to discuss private matters he said.

She was very angry at him for getting another room, she still hadn’t gotten that he was thru with her. They discussed what had happen the other day on the phone and she still accused him of cheating on her. This time she went a bit farther since she saw me and JJ there, she assumes he is cheating with one of us or we wouldn’t be there. He seems to be very upset about that comment. He felt he needed to explain to me that he was not trying to make passes at me and if anything were to happen with us it would be on a mutual level.

I got up at this point and went to get the coffee I had started when he arrived. I forgot I had left my Diary open in the living room and it was open to the day I said I Love You Urs. Big mistake, after he left I found he had written in there a response to my comments.

How could he read my diary like that. Yes it was my fault for leaving it laying around but for him to read it and then write in it. Men they don’t get how personal that is and it was an invasion of privacy..

I don’t know what to do now Diary. How do I deal with the comments he wrote in here? I need to sleep on this and figure out my next step, do I stay on and pretend nothing happen or do I confront him? But what would I say I can be angry he read it and wrote in it but the truth is I also need to deal with the comments he left.


I will write again later since I am not making much sense now. Good night again. URGH! MEN!
Jenny.



Next Diary Entry ?

Chapter 1

As Jenny slept Urs headed back to his room, wondering if he had done the right thing reading her diary and writing a comment to her questions. In his mind he knew that it was wrong and an invasion of privacy, but he had to let her know how he was feeling so he thought writing it down for her was best.

Now he would have to face her wrath in the morning when she found it. He wasn’t exactly thinking straight when he headed to her room in the first place, but he had to get away from Alexia.

Yes he knew he was running away from the problem of how to get rid of her, but her constant yelling and screaming at him had done his head in. He needed peace and quiet, and he knew Jenny would help him calm down.

How was he going to face her now, well he had to and they would need to talk about it. He wondered if Jenny would scream at him like Alexia had? He wasn’t sorry he had written what he had, but would she respond to his comments?

He wanted to make her understand the reason for his comment, but would she believe him with Alexia not going away? He tried to figure out how to get thru to Alexia? He decided they needed to talk calmly if that were possible, so he called her room as soon as he got settled in the living quarters of the suite.

As he waited for the phone to be picked up he wondered where they could meet and talk? If they met in her room she would try to get him in bed, and in his room it would be the same. He decided that he was a grown man with restraint so he would make sure nothing happen between them. But he did make plans to go to her room. He picked up the phone and dialed her room.

“Hello!” Came a squeaky voice when the phone was finally picked up.

“Alexia, it is Urs we need to have a quiet and peaceful conversation. Is it possible for me to come over to your room for us to talk?”

“Oh of course it is Ursy please come up. Are you going to spend the night Ursy?”

“NO! I am coming up to talk Alexia, nothing more and no I don’t want a drink either so no drinking!”

“Oh, Ok.”

“See you in a few minutes.”

Urs set off to her room with a bottle of water that he knew was safe from Alexia’s meddling. She was waiting for him at the door dressed in a see thru nightgown, which when he saw it he refused to come into the room till she changed. He waited out in the lobby till the ditzy woman put on some clothes, and then let him in showing him to the lounge.

“Ursy I am so glad to see you again have you changed your mind about us?” Alexia ask trying to sound sweet. But it came out sour and whiney.. Urs cringed.

“No, Alexia I have not changed my mind about us we are thru. Our time of fun and games is over and now it is time for me to concentrate on the rest of my future being in the group.”

“Oh, Ursy I know your attracted to that woman staying here from NY and that you just want to sow your wild oats and then you will come back to me.”

“Alexia, I don’t do one night stands or sow wild anything.”

“So if your not coming back to me, then why are you here?”

“I have decided to go public with my personal life. I am going to do an interview. I will inform the public and my fans you and I are thru. That I am busy with the new tour and the upcoming CD when we go back to record.”

“But you hate people knowing your personal information. Why would you do this?”

“Mainly Alexia it is to show you and the public I mean what I said. WE ARE THRU!”

“But Ursy then everyone will know you dumped me!”

“Well then they will know the truth, won’t they.”

“Are you going into details about our personal relationship?”

“If I am ask details I will not lie, but I won’t give out to much that invades my privacy.”

“Oh, well I am sorry to hear you would do such a thing.”

“Well Alexia, what will you do now?”

“I gather I am not wanted here so I will leave in the morning and head home till your interview in done and then go back to my private life too.”

“I am sorry Alexia, but you know this has been coming for a long time.”

“No Ursy, this is a total shock to me. I thought you loved me enough to marry me!”

“Are you joking Alexia, the one thing we never did was discussed marriage EVER!”

“So what happens between you and that woman in the room down the hall now that you have dumped me?”

“Jenny and I barely know each other Alexia and that is none of your business anyway.”

“Well if I lose you over her I think I deserve to know why?”

“Well Alexia, you didn’t lose me over her so don’t worry your silly head over her. She as of right now is not a part of my life, anymore then a friend.”

“Well I hate to say this but I don’t believe you Ursy!”

“Do me a favor, my name is URS not Ursy please don’t call me that anymore I hate it!”

“Oh ok well then Urs, I would like you to leave now so I can make arrangements for my trip home tomorrow!”

“Ok well have a nice flight and take care Alexia!”

“BYE URSY!”

Urs shook his head, as he stood to leave and knew she had called him that all the time they were together because she knew how much he hated it.
He didn’t trust that she would go away that easy, so after he left her room he contacted the front desk and was told that they would inform him of her departure in the morning.

He went to his bathroom strip down and took his shower thinking of Jenny all the time. His next job was to see she was alright and they so needed to talk tomorrow! After he knew Alexia was gone! After his shower he dried off and climbed into bed, but sleep was a long time coming this night.

Chapter 2

The next morning Urs woke to a knock on his room door, he had to put on a robe to answer it. When he opened it he found Jenny there. She looked upset and he invited her in. She waited till he closed the door and followed him into the sitting room.

“It is good to see you Jenny, but what do I owe this pleasure at this hour of the morning?”

“I am sorry for busting in but I knew if I didn’t do this now I might run away and never get the truth.”

“Excuse me the truth? Am I missing something?”

“Well I had a delivery this morning waiting on me and I wanted you to know about it.”

“Oh, what kind of delivery did you get?”

“This package was left at my room door.” She handed him the package which had photos of Urs in bed with Alexia and them making love.

“OH GOTT! How did that happen?”

“You don’t know about these pics?”

“Not hardly I saw Alexia last night after I left you to tell her I am going to do a interview so I can announce that she and I are finished and that I am moving on with Il Divo and there maybe someone special in my personal life.”

“Did you sleep with her Urs?”

“NO, I even took my own water so she wouldn’t spike my drink and try something. I am sorry she is trying to drag you in on all this crap.”

“I understand Urs she don’t want to let go, but she won’t get to me like that. I promise, I do believe you and I trust you.”

“Even after what I did last night Jenny?”

“Yes even with all of that, I saw it after you left and had time to sleep on it and have decided to ask you instead of jumping to conclusions.”

“I am sorry Jenny you didn’t ask to get mixed up in my mess.”

“I do understand Urs, but can we talk about the diary entry?’

“I am sorry it was laying open and I thought at first it was a book and picked it up and was reading it when I realized what I had. I know I should have put it down then but what you wrote about me caught my eye and I was stunned. I wanted you to know it was not all one sided.”

“Ok, then I forgive you for reading it, but what about the part you wrote Urs?”

“Where I said that Yes I could love you and that I would like to try and see if we could be together. I meant that Jenny I would love to get to know you better and see if we have something to build on.”

“Wow, well I thought I was dreaming when I saw that and couldn’t believe that you would want another relationship after Alexia. At least not for a while.”

Urs stood and kneeled down taking her hands in his and kissed each one. Jenny felt her heart flutter and her mouth went dry at the thought of this amazing and gorgeous man, could want a relationship with her.

“Jenny, I told you that my involvement with Alexia was not a true relationship and I didn’t love her or feel much of anything but lust. It was a mistake to start and I am ready to see if we have the makings of a true relationship. Please let’s try Jenny?”

“I would love to try Urs, but you have to know after this stunt today she pulled, she won’t stay gone for long and there is no telling how soon before she pulls another one.”

“Jenny, do you trust me?”

“Yes of course I do?”

“Then I will never lie to you or hurt you. If she does something else to you please tell me and let’s work together we are stronger that way and she can’t hurt us if we are honest with each other.”

“I will Urs and no matter what she thinks I am no fool and I am well aware she will try everything she can to keep us apart.”

“You know we are going to be traveling and you won’t be there with me, I need to know you can trust me to be faithful to you. Because I have given you my word?”

“Yes Urs I do believe I can trust you and I will honor the same vow to be faithful to you and not be demanding. I know we both have our life away from each other so we have to build this relationship on trust.”

“That was one thing Alexia never did was trust me. Since she was cheating she needed to believe I was too. So she made my life miserable.”

“I have one question so we have no secrets, is there a chance she would have gotten pregnant to trap you and that might be the next stunt she pulls?”

“Whoa, I never thought about that, but it had been months since we had been together about 3 months last time we slept together.”

“Ok so we have a idea if she pulls that stunt how far along she could or couldn’t be.”

“I really don’t know why your giving me this chance to get involved with you Jenny, but thank you for trusting me.

“You are a wonderful man and I am happy to try and see if this is the foundation we can build on.”

Urs reached up and looked into her eyes, he wanted so much to kiss the lips that were right in front of him.

“Jenny please tell me it is ok to kiss you? I need to kiss you Jenny.”

“Oh Urs please do!”

He touched her lips softly at first then the kiss deepen and they were lost. She running her hands thru that amazing long hair and he ran his hands up and down her back. They stayed that way till Urs had problems being on his knees. He stopped and stood up pulling her with him. They embraced for a good while then walked to the couch and sat beside each other holding hands and talking some more.

A small bit of Flash back for Carlos and how he meets his girlfriend.


Chapter 3
Carlos & Jasmine

Carlos had went to the bar to get a night cap when he met a beautiful woman named Jasmine Nikolia. She was 37 and a Video Producer who was on vacation and would be heading back to London in a few days. She knew who Carlos was and didn't try to hide that she was a fan.

For Carlos that was the most important thing she could have done for him. No pretending and no lies, something he would not tolerate in a relationship of friendship or Love. That was 6 months ago and since then they had moved in together when they returned to London.

Now they were in their room since she had arrived earlier this afternoon to surprised him, he was so happy he wasn’t sure he could last the next few weeks without her by his side. Now he would enjoy the rest of the stay here in L.A.

He had watched as Sebastien and JJ had begun to get more involved with all the talking they did and Urs with Jenny and trying to rid himself of Alexia. Carlos couldn’t wait to up date Jasmine on the events since leaving the East coast and arriving in L.A.

(David & Ashley Trainor)

David on the other hand was in his room talking to Ashley his long time girlfriend of 2 years. She was a Dance Teacher for Broadway plays. She had a couple weeks off so she flew in with Kaitlyn from New York to surprise the guys.

Little did they know they were the ones to be surprised by the company of Urs and Sebastien.
They would be happy for them, and both would be thrilled that Alexia had been shown the door after all this time.

Both ladies knew he was not happy with her and she was using him, but no one seem to get thru to him till he met Jenny.

Both guys decided to spend the rest of the day and night getting reacquainted with their ladies.

Chapter 4
Sebastien & JJ

Sebastien and JJ had done a lot of talking over the past twenty four hours and found they had lots in common. They like the same movies and food was something they really liked. Wine was something JJ was not really into but listening to Sebastien telling her about his wine collection back home she was duly impressed.

Sebastien was a world away from anyone she had ever dated. That in her book was a good thing, most guys saw a good looking lady and wanted to get her into bed. Sebastien seemed very interested in her for her and not how soon they would make love.

JJ was very open with him about her past experiences with men and the fact it took someone with not only brains and a heart besides the other parts of the package to impress her.


They discussed the chances of them getting together and starting a new relationship. She traveled across the globe to help promote the business that Jenny owned. But she was willing to take the time to work on a new relationship if she felt the same as he did that they were connecting.

He told her they would go over his schedule in the morning and see what dates they could meet up and he would make the arrangements. They took their coffee out to the balcony and stood watching the moon rise over the city. L.A. was a beautiful city with lights spreading out over the land.

They sat their cups down and he pulled her into his arms and kissed her hard and showed her what he felt when he touched her. They both pulled away breathless and happy to be in each others arms.

Alexia (JOURNAL)



Well what does he think he is doing with that Bimbo? Does he honestly think he has gotten rid of me? NEVER!! I will let him play for a while then he will see she is nothing but a ball and chain and he will coming running back to me.

Then it will cost him more, and I will have won the game.. All this is a game to see who can keep the guy happy in bed. Urs needs me and I know that when the tart Jenny, I think her name is refuses to sleep with him, he will need to bed someone and I will be there for him.

All men think they know what is best for them, but women like me know better.. It is who can handle the bedroom and the men the best..

I will leave and let them think that they are on their own now.. But I have people watching and they will let me know when the time to reappear is right.

Urs I will return to you soon and then Jenny will be gone!! Maybe I will take a trip to where she lives and keep an eye on her. See what she is like. I might be able to help the breakup of these two along. Oh Urs you have no idea what trouble I can make for the two of you!!

YOU HAVE CROSSED THE WRONG WOMAN!!

Almost forgot the test I bought at the store today, need to make sure that the dates if I am right can be worked out to fit the time we were together!! You will both be very sorry!!

Chapter 5
Urs’s Thoughts

I really don’t see Alexia going away for good or even a short period of time. I am concerned she will do all she can to get back in my bed and my money. I am going to have to do something to get Jenny away from her.

I am making plans for a bike ride for Jenny and I today we can be alone and maybe talk and enjoy some personal time together. I am so not looking forward to her going back to Tennessee. I am not sure how long it will be before we can see or be together again. So I am going to make the most of the time we have here while we can.

It is a good thing that Alexia and I have not been intimate for the past 6 months. I know she would try to come up with a baby to hold on to me. I know we never had unprotected anything so, I am sure that is one thing she can never hold over me.


I wonder how Jenny would feel about coming on tour for a while with me? I know she is busy with her company. But I really want to get us together more often and not have a long distance relationship that goes no where.

Well I am heading for the shower then off to have breakfast before we leave on the bike ride and hopefully we will get to see some mountains while we are touring around here in California..

Jenny is going to meet me in the restaurant for breakfast in half an hour.

Urs arrives in the restaurant and finds Alexia giving Jenny a hard time.

“Alexia, I thought you left after our talk?”

“Oh Ursy, I couldn’t leave you at the mercy of this Gold digger.” She spat out with a finger pointing at Jenny..

“Who are you calling a Gold digger, you tramp!” Jenny stood up and got in her face.

“You are the one that went after MY MAN and took his attention away from me!” Alexia was making eyes at Urs as she spoke. Something that made his stomach turn.

“Alexia, you caused the downfall of your relationship with Urs not me. If you call what you had with him a relationship.”

“How Dare You talk to ME Like that, Ursy Loves me and not you and you will have to go!”

“Alexia I DO NOT LOVE YOU! I never have LOVED YOU! Now please leave Jenny and I alone so we can enjoy our time together. I don’t want to look at you or talk to you about this again! Do you understand me Alexia!?” Urs had enough with her lies and he wanted her gone.

“Ursy I love you and she is in the way, please make her leave not me.”

“GO ALEXIA!! I told you now!!”

“You will both be sorry, you ever messed with me! That I can promise you. Oh and Ursy be prepared for a doctor appointment later tomorrow. I am going for a pregnancy test and you will want to be there for it.”

“Are you kidding me Alexia, I already figured you would try that and it is good to know if you are pregnant it is not Mine!”

“But Ursy you have been the only one I have been with since we started seeing each other.”

“How far along are you, or do you think you are Alexia?”

“About 3 months give or take a month!”

“Then I know for sure it is not mine since we have not been together that way for about 6 months and what little time we have has been protected.”

Alexia never thought he would count the times they had been together, so she was not prepared for him to know she was lying to get him back. She would never willingly have gotten pregnant.


“So what else ya got there Alexia?”

She was furious and stormed off and ranting at the wind she would make them pay. Urs turned to Jenny who had been listening to every word said and took her into his arms and whispered “Sorry” she wasn’t sure he was the one to be sorry since the witched had really dug herself into a hole and now couldn’t get out.

They sat down and had some coffee and breakfast and then headed out to the bike and off to see the sights. Neither wanted to discuss what had happen this morning. They wanted to enjoy themselves and lock out the rest of the world.

Diary Entry Jenny

Well after that long morning dealing with Alexia, Urs and I headed out on his rented bike. He had arranged for a picnic lunch and some nice quiet time in the lower mountains we road thru.
I don’t know what Alexia is thinking, why can’t she see the more she pushes Urs the more defiant and angered he becomes toward her.
I watched him thru lunch and he was still angry over her trying to say she was pregnant. Even though he knew she would try this to hold on to him.

We finished off lunch with out speaking about her, I knew that was the last thing either of us wanted to deal with here in this private time. He packed up the basket of leftovers and then we put a blanket down and just sat back in each others arms and took in the scenes around us. The birds singing and flying around the trees. The breeze was soft and warm so we relaxed.


Urs turned me toward him and took his lips and softly as a breeze kissed me. There was nothing to say just a lot of dreamy feelings coursing thru my body. As he pulled back my hands found his head and pulled him back down again and this time the kiss was deepened. We kissed for a while and cuddled in each others arms, I knew he wanted to move forward in this relationship I could feel his arousal and I wanted to also. But we were going to be apart for a while and I didn’t want to risk my heart.

I explained gently that I was attracted to him and wanted to move forward also but how could we, if we were not going to be together to see how we got along for a great amount of time.

He may have been hurt but I do think he understood that this was my way of holding on to my dignity, and if we were to sleep together then lose contact down the line or another woman caught his fancy it would be heartbreaking for me.


We stayed and talked some for a while then headed back to the hotel and then off to our separate rooms to shower for dinner. We joined the others and all had a great time.

My life has changed with the events over the past week and I will always be grateful for the chance to find someone like Urs.

As I left the dining room for the ladies room I ran into Alexia.
She made a point of reminding me that I was leaving tomorrow and that she would be following the guys to the next Venue and then she would have Urs back in her bed. I didn’t know how to deal with all of her ranting. She is a evil person. I went back to the table and said goodnight and then headed back to my room in tears.

Urs knew something was wrong and came to say goodnight after I had changed for bed. I told him what Alexia had said and he took me in his strong arms and kissed my head telling me no matter how far she followed them that he would not be with her again. I want to believe him and on his part I do but I know she will pull anything to get him back and maybe this time she will become pregnant.

Urs decided not to leave me alone for the night, we agreed to sleep together but not make love just yet. So he undressed and in his tight Calvins he climbed into bed and took me in his arms and kissed me goodnight holding me close and tight as we drifted off to sleep.


Jenny

Chapter 6

Jenny knew from that night on she never wanted to leave Urs and be apart. She had fallen in Love with this amazing man. She hoped he had the same feeling so they had a chance to talk about it..

“Urs, I am to leave in a day or two and I need to tell you how I feel before we walk out of each others lives.”

Urs didn’t know what to think at this point, maybe her feelings were not as strong for him. Maybe all the junk Alexia pulled had turned Jenny off from him, thinking he was to much trouble. He was not prepared for her declaration.

“I am in love with you Urs and I wanted you to know that before we part. I know it is really early days, but I really have to be honest I can’t hide my feelings anymore.”

“I was really expecting to hear you say that you never wanted to see me again after all the things Alexia had pulled.”

“Urs she can do all the ranting and yelling and lying she wants. I believe in you and trust you, I will always trust you. You hold the key to my heart.”

“I guess then I can tell you that I have fallen in Love with you to Jenny. I don’t want you to head back home with out some kind of permanent solution to this problem of being apart.”

“What kind of solution Urs?”

Urs leaned over and whispered into her ear his proposal and she began to giggled, not only was it exciting but his breath tickled her ear.

“I except your idea and will be glad to go with you. Is tomorrow soon enough to get it done?”


“Yes I will make all the arrangements and all we have to do is show up and get it done.”

Jenny leaned over and kissed his lips and began running her hands over his chest. He couldn’t help but breath deeply at the amazing way she had of making him feel.

“I love you Jenny!”

“I love you too Urs! ALWAYS!”

They went back to their friends and told them all that they had a appointment tomorrow, and would like the others to go with them. They planned for 10 am and the girls plane left at 6 pm that night.

Tonight all the guys had their partners with them, as they went to the club nearby to celebrate and there in the club was more trouble.

When they walked into the club, most of the women knew who they were. Since they were in California it was not unusual for the celebrities, to show up any where. The guys were International superstars and that lead to the ladies making a beeline for them, to get autographs and hugs, maybe a kiss if possible.

One woman had her hands on Sebastien’s rear, this made him very uncomfortable and he didn’t know how to get her to remove it. He didn’t want to be rude but this was an invasion of his personal space, they didn’t allow fans to get that personal.

JJ was with Sebastien and David was with Ashley his future wife. Carlos had found the amazing woman of his dreams in the form of Jasmine and they all were ready for a night of fun and partying, but no one expected all these fans to come over and try to push the ladies out of the picture and take their men.

This was not something JJ could hold her temper about, when she was with Sebastien their time was precious and the fans needed to step back into their places and let the guys have their private time. This was a big sore spot with Urs, he knew the fans love them, but his down time and private life was out of bounds to the fans.

JJ jumped up and told the ladies in No uncertain terms to back off, and let them have their private time.. One lady took offense to the remark and began to tell JJ that they as the fans had a right to be around the guys. It was their hard earned money that put the guys on top in the music world, since they were the ones that bought the CD’s and the DVD’s too.

“Well you may have part of the guys in the form of their shows and the music, but they have a right to a personal and private life and tonight you all are walking on thin ice here by intruding.” JJ was not in the mood to share Sebastien with the fans that expected them to drop their girlfriends or wives for that matter and spend all their off time catering to the fans.. Enough was enough. If this was the way it had to be then she was not going to watch anymore of it, she rose from her seat picked up her purse and headed out the door going back to the hotel to pack.

As she packed her luggage for the trip home she decided, that if Sebastien wanted her then he would have to work on it harder. She knew he had stayed at the club with the others, that in all fairness told her everything she needed to know.

She knew Urs and Jenny had fallen in love, no matter what happen tomorrow she would be on that plane to Tennessee and home.

Back at the club the woman that gave JJ a hard time tried very hard to move in on Sebastien, now she had manage to get rid of his date. But seems the other ladies had plans for this witch.
They all excused themselves, heading for the ladies room. Pulling the new intruder along with them.

“Now I don’t know who you are or what you think your doing trying to intrude on Sebastien’s private time, but you have picked the wrong group of ladies to push around. Also you have no impressed Sebastien at all.” This was point blank to her by Ashley who had known the guys from the start.

“If I haven’t gotten to him why didn’t he go after that Bimbo he came in with?”

“HER NAME IS JJ AND NOT BIMBO, YOU COW!!!” Came a response from Jenny loud enough anyone walking in the hall could hear them.

“Look we don’t like you, we don’t want the guys hurt or any of the ladies for that matter upset. But you have to leave and stay away from the group. Maybe you can see them in a concert this year, but other wise BACK OFF COW!!!”

“I don’t have to take this from you!! I am going to Sebastien and having him take care of me!!” She turned and walked out of the ladies room and back to the table to find Sebastien no where to be found.

All the other guys in the group had paid their bills, and were ready to leave as soon as their ladies returned to the table. The intruder stood in the middle of the room with her mouth hanging open, not really sure what to do now.
She watched as the group left heading to their limo, get in and drive off.

“Well that was the Pits, one day I am going to run into them and they will be sorry!!”

She turned and went back to her friends and began drinking as much as she could. This was the worse night of her life so far.

Chapter 7
Sebastien’s Screw Up!



Sebastien went to JJ’s room and knocked, she answered wearing her pj’s and a angry face when she saw it was him. He knew he had screwed up staying at the club, not leaving with her. Now what was he going to say to get her to forgive him?

“WHAT DO YOU WANT?”

“Can I come in please?”

JJ walked to the middle of the room and stared at him as he came in and closed the door. He turned to look at her and wondered if he could get thru that wall she had up?

“So your in what do you want?”

“I want to say I am sorry about the events at the club tonight. It is not often like that.”

“Ok so they all got a bit carried away, is that right?”

“Most of the fans keep a distance, when we are out on our own. Most respect our private time.”

“Well then I guess you felt lucky tonight, since they wanted all of you so bad.!”

“JJ I am sorry you felt you had to leave, and that crazy woman got in the way of our having fun.”

“OH, please don’t be! I am glad she help me to see you for what you are. A MAN!!”

“What is that suppose to mean?”

“Well she intruded in our date, she push me to the limits, and top it off she made me mad enough to come back here. In the end she got what she was after, cause you stayed and gave her the attention and the time of her life. You treat me like the stuff on the bottom of your shoe! Does that about cover it for you?”

“JJ you know she meant nothing to me and I didn’t want to be there with her!”

“Really I couldn’t tell, seems when I left you were still there with HER!”

“I was trying to not cause a scene, I waited till the girls could get her away so I could leave.”

“OH you didn’t want to cause a scene? Really well I think my leaving you sitting there alone with the WITCH, did just that. So your plan didn’t work.”

“I am sorry JJ I never meant for this to happen, please forgive me for using bad judgment?”

“Oh, don’t worry so much I forgive you for being a MAN and not using your god given BRAIN. The one you know in your skull.”

“JJ, how can you say that?”

“Look it is over and I am ready to get some sleep, I have a plane to catch once Urs and Chloe take us God knows where to do what ever.”

“So you are going with us all tomorrow morning for this surprise?”

“Yes then I am off to home.”

“Will we keep in touch and maybe get back together, I really want to see you more, I hope we can see if we have a relationship starting here.”

“That WOULD have been nice but now, Sebastien you would have a lot of growing up to do and learn just how to treat a real woman.”

“I am French I do know how to treat a woman JJ.”

“Well Not this one you don’t, and if you want a relationship with me things have to change!”

“Change how?”

“You never put me in a position like you did tonight, for starters!”

“I know, I was wrong and I really am sorry.”

“Well you can leave your numbers and I will be in touch next time I wanted to be treated like Dung on your shoes. But I wouldn’t hold my breathe waiting to hear from me again! Now get OUT!!”

“JJ please!”

JJ turned and walked out the door, into her bedroom. She had all she wanted to take for one night, if Mr. Izambard thought she would just forgive him well he was in for the surprise. She didn’t need a man that didn’t respect her.

Let him grovel for a few months, then we will see what he is made of. Frenchie thinks he can hurt me, making me look like the fool, now who is the fool she thought?

With that last thought and the slamming of the door in the main living room, she climbed into bed alone and drifted off to a uneasy night.

Coming Up: Urs's Surprise!!

Chapter 9

“How dare I Alexia, I love Jenny and I plan on spending the rest of my life with her.”

“BUT…URSY…. We have known each other longer then you and That……”

“No, Alexia don’t start calling my wife names!!”

“I don’t believe you married her, did you know her all the time we were together?”

“No I met her weeks ago in another state while we were in Concert there.”

“Then why…….oh I get it she is pregnant?”

“No Alexia, that is something only you would pull.”

“Well then I really don’t understand Ursy, if she is not pregnant how did she get you to marry her?”

“Please stop calling him Ursy, you can call him Mr. Buhler if you like.” Jenny spoke up and could hear the others behind them laughing.

“JUST WHO DO YOU THINK YOUR TALKING TO?”

“I am talking to you, Alexia. It would be best if you remember Urs is now a married man and I don’t share. So please, we have to go now. We are off for our honeymoon.” Jenny spoke as Urs tighten his grip on her waist pulling her closer.

They turned to their friends and bid them a goodbye and told them they would be in touch after they returned from the honeymoon. Then they walked to the elevators, as Alexia stood there in shock. The others still laughing at her stunned face.

“You won’t get away with this Urs!” Alexia spoke out loud in a angry voice.



“I am sorry Alexia, but I think they already have.” Sebastien spoke up and looked at the others shaking their heads yes.

Alexia turned and stared at each one of them laughing at her, as she growled back that she would see that this news ended up where the whole world would see it. “Then we will see who gets the last laugh!”

She stomped off to her room after telling the clerk at the front desk she would be checking out right now, and to send someone for her luggage. This was not a request but an Order.

The group over heard her, watching as she went to the room on the first floor, they could hear her slam the door.

“Do you think she has finally gotten the message?”

“I don’t know but we need to warn Jenny and Urs she is talking of going to the press and releasing the information on their wedding.”
JJ picked up her cell and dialed Jenny’s and waited for her to pick up.

“Hello.”

“Jenny it is me. Alexia just left but she said she is going to the press, and telling them about your marriage to Urs.”

“OK, well I will tell Urs and see what he wants to do. What did the others say about that?”

“Nothing, I really don’t think it bothers them at this moment.”

“Ok. Well I will go tell Urs now. Bye see you later.”

“Bye.” JJ said as she hung up the phone.

“What did Jenny say to you JJ?”

“She wanted to know what you all thought of her going to the press?”

“I don’t think anything will come of it that is bad. Urs has done nothing wrong.” Carlos spoke as he held Jasmine’s hand.

“OK well you all know Urs better then I do, I just hope he don’t regret marrying Jenny cause of this?”

“Urs is not like that, he loves Jenny we all can see how much, and he will never hurt her.” Sebastien said as he took her hands into his and kissed them softly.

She was still very upset with him over the other night, and she was to be leaving on the evening plane. How could she go with all these crazy feelings doing tumbling acts in her stomach?

She knew at that moment, that looking into his eyes was something she wanted to do forever. That if she admitted it she was in love with him. But she really didn’t think he was in love with her. She wanted more then a one night stand so, she would go and hope he would make the effort to bring her back into his life again.

JJ rose and headed to the clerk, asking for her taxi to the airport. All of her luggage was placed in the hotel front office for when it was time for her to leave.

She walked back to the group, giving hugs and kisses all around till she got to Seb. She kissed him on the cheeks, whispering goodbye and turn to leave. Sebastien stood there watching as she was settled in the taxi and then they drove away.

“Aren’t you going to stop her Seb?”

“Non, she needs to have a better opinion of me and I failed. I am not sure right now, if I will ever be the man she wants and needs?”

“Why, I understand she was upset, but don’t you want to work it out and have her in your life?”

For Sebastien, that was the main question haunting him every night since they met. Did he want a more personal relationship with JJ? He really thought that he sucked at relationships and one night stands were for the best.